Tennis - How To Forgive

How To Forgive

 

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you take your love so freely / can’t you go easy on me / hard to resist, harder to give up like a habit / why do you go losing control / what are you looking for / all this noise when I need silence  / love shouldn’t feel like violence / swallow your pride open up wide / let the whole world in / empty again punish a friend make em all suffer /it’s so easy / I can’t help it /

 

how could I disguise the way that I’m feeling / I’ve got my reasons, I could give you a million / my mind has been divided and I’ve been questioning myself / can’t keep on hesitating / it’s starting to affect my health / hard to resist, harder to give up my bad habits / why do I go losing control / what am I looking for / it’s so easy I can’t help it /

oh I know that I can’t control but it’s so hard to let it go / all the worries they keep coming back / and the disappointments from our past / how could I disguise the way that I’m feeling / I’ve got my reasons, I could give you a million / I’d move on if I could only remember / all that it takes is just an act of surrender

 

너는 너의 사랑을 너무 아무렇지도 않게 받아들여
나한테는 살살 해줄 순 없을까
습관처럼 저항하기 힘들고 포기하기가 힘들어져
왜 자제력을 잃어가고만 있는 거야
뭘 찾고 있는건데

내게 침묵이 필요할 때 이 모든 소음이 일어나
사랑은 폭력처럼 느껴져선 안되잖아
네 자존심을 삼켜버리고 활짝 열어줘
온 세상을 받아들여
다시 텅 비워버리고 친구에게 벌을 줘 모두 고통받게 만들어
너무나 쉽지
나도 어쩔 수가 없어

내가 어떻게 내가 느끼는 감정을 숨길 수 있겠어
내겐 이유가 있어 수만개도 댈 수 있어 

내 마음은 갈라졌고 이젠 내 자신에게 의문이 들어
주저하고만 있을 수 없어
이젠 내 건강까지 영향을 끼치고 있단 말이야
저항하기 힘들고 내 나쁜 습관을 저버리기가 힘들어
왜 내가 자제력을 잃어가는 걸까
나는 뭘 찾고 있는거지?
너무나 쉬워 나도 어쩔 수 없어

오 나도 알아 나도 통제할 수 없어 하지만 놓아버리기 너무나 힘들어
모든 걱정거리가 자꾸만 다시 떠올라
그리고 우리의 과거로부터의 실망감도

내가 어떻게 내가 느끼는 감정을 숨길 수 있겠어
내겐 이유가 있어 수만개도 댈 수 있어
내가 기억만 했더라면 난 넘어갔을거야
필요한 건 항복의 몸짓 뿐이야